I JUST WANT TO SAY

(P Assirati)

I was listening to the Hothouse Flowers a lot, well I always do actually. I love the way their songs sound like they could have been written for Otis Redding or The Band or me all at the same time, so I thought I'd try writing one for myself. I was really obsessed with their song 'Feel like living' and I got the piano chords trying to sound like them. The lyrics are about remembering the first time you saw someone as you are letting them go for the last time. I'm very proud of the way the dual vocal at the end merges just in time. Bekka's double cello solo is killer.

 

When I first saw you, you came out of your house
You walked over; I was standing by the car
You looked like an angel, like an arc light, like a star
Like nothing or no-one that I'd seen before

So I just want to say I'd do anything
If you'd just turn around and say I can stay
I want to know is that all that you want from me?
'Cos I can't help myself
Please say you'll stay  

And though you said that you wouldn't call I waited
While the world went by through a rush hour full of rain...

With lights in mind and air like mud
I dived from heaven headlong into this flood
You can't hear me now, I wish you could
Nothing feels the way it should
There must be something I could do or say
To try to make you change your mind and stay
I'm holding on until you believe
So tell me now, what do you want from me?

'Cos I can't help myself
Please say you'll stay